Nothing in particular…

     I’m getting tired of my daily routine.  Get up-> get ready for work-> rush having my breakfast-> at work, (that particularly does not interest me)-> kill the time surfing the net and facebooking-> get back home-> watch TV/have early dinner-> more TV/facebooking and sometimes blogging-> to bed-> then it starts all over again. It got me thinking… What do I get in life? What have I achieved? Where am I headed?

     Sometimes I envy those who got trills in their life, and them who found happiness and joy of life. Friends all over are already on their way, building a family, having a carrier, travel the world, having a life. Me? Where am I at? Sometimes I wonder how I can break trough this shell I’m in. I’m not seeing a path that I can take to leave this place.

     I envy children who got all the time they have to learn and explore. Their minds are like this vast canvas that can absorb all of the things their surrounding has to offer. Their ability to learn something new and manage to mimic anything they see. Isn’t that a wonder?

     I envy those who have the chance of being carefree and those who has the privilege of money and beauty. They always excel when they don’t even work that hard. Everything just falls into their lap and they just receive and enjoy. Smart people, beautiful people, likable people, they just get me green in envy sometimes.

     And I envy them who happens to be lucky, ALL THE TIME. No matter what they do, mother luck is always with them. Being at the right place, the right time, making the right choices in life, always on the bright side!

     While all the people I mention are happily in their lives, I’m here complaining. You don’t have to be a kid to be able to learn something new. Knowledge is vast. You can learn your whole life and that wouldn’t be enough to finish doing so. Privileged is not something you have to wait for, but something you need to search for. And lucky is just a matter of time. God may not bless you with luck the first time but saves it for a better and bigger luck for next time.

     So, here goes, you may not be smart, beautiful or lucky now, but to be someone who are, is life itself. The path you take is the trill you are searching for. 

끝~ *kkeut