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Tuesday today,
Finally the end of the second week of my work in KT. Can't wait to go back home. After I've finished the six months training, I got two weeks of holidays. Stayed at home, watch JDorama and Halyuu Movies, copied by a kind-new-acquaintance of mine, and spent a weekend in Kubang Kerian, visiting an old friend from Matriculation.
First day of work was awful, I was LATE! There was suppose to be a briefing in Wisma, and I ended up coming late. All because my Baba decide to go to the 'Kebun' and my Mama tagged along. They come home finally and we head for KT 15 minutes before nine. Guess what time I arrived at Wisma? Hrmm... okay, forget about that. Since there was no action taken to punish me (barely anyone noticed).
I'm still staying in the rent house, but I've changed room. The one closes to the kitchen. Though I still conquer the TV. Hehee... (^_^). I haven't start cooking yet. We just bought Gas this week, and I'm going back home this weekend to bring back my cooking supplies. That's why I can't wait to go back home.
My roommate's not home, she's in KL for a month training for Rocket Fish. LUCKY her!! and another friend is staying in the room. She was afraid of living in her rent house alone because her house-mate is also away for a month. It's nice to have a company, but since she's been staying with me, I found out a lot about my self!
First, I'm not as neat and organized as I thought I was. Long (the friend) is way neater and organized. You should see her room! Every single clothing is neatly fold and kept in the 'Almari'. Her make-up and toiletries are neatly arrange in a small plastic basket. Unlike me...
Second, I'm rude! Before, I thought I was just being straightforward. But using the 'Malay Standard' I fall into the rude category. I like to say what comes first into my mind. I like to speak my heart out, in the sense of wanting people around me to recognize who I am. But instead, Malays are not like that. When they speak, they'll consider what the next person will think and feel. And if they must speak, they say it in the most gentle but also cynical way.
Third, I'm not gentle enough for a girl, I walk too fast and has no sense of fashion. And they say, that's why I have no boyfriend till now. Ha ha ha!!!... This one I totally agree with! I do walk faster than the average woman my age. Sometimes I could even trip even though I'm wearing flat shoes. Funny nae? That's why I don't own high heels, (but I do own a pair of lather boots that's two and a half inch high). And my daily clothes are all 'baju kurung', sometimes with no matching 'tudung' to go with. I'll just grab anything that's in the same color scheme. LOL!
Fourth, I spent too much money on the things I don't need. For instance, I do own make-up, but wear them once in a blue moon. And I buy too much junk food even though I'm already fat enough!
Fifth, my eyes are 'bengkeng' eyes as Long say it. Means mad/angry eyes. She said that I don't need to put too much eyeliner as it make my eyes seems even more angrier and make me look arrogant. I thought I have a friendly face as I like to smile a lot, at least that's what I think. But no, according to Long, people who don't know me will think that I'm a snob, as my first impression is not as friendly. But once they get to know me, they'll know how I really am. And this bring us to the next point...
Sixth, I'm childish. I'm not fit for my age. I've just turned 24 last June, but my friends say that I act as though I'm eight. Okay, this characteristic, I planned to keep for a certain extend. It's fun to be young and I intent to live life fun.